Thursday, 4 June 2009

I don't know why.
But I don't feel like myself today.
Somehow. What I felt like doing.
Is just scream and shout my sorrows.
One of my friend couldn't take it anymore.
He wrote all his problems down on his blog.
And I cared for him.
Yea, I do.
His my friend.
He cares for me too.
I guess.
It seems like my family has been ignoring me.
These past few days.
Maybe weeks even.
They just order me around like some dumb kid.
Then again, I am a dumb kid.
I remembered how my mum scolded me.
For not achieving all A1s.
And now, I need tuition.
She told me.
"If other people can do it, Why can't you?"
She shouted at me for not being the top 10 among the whole level.
Hey, how can you blame me?
You're the one who's not giving me any attention.
Study,study,study.
Is that all you can think bout?
You're only giving attention to my other siblings.
Shouldn't the youngest one be cared at all?
Same goes to dad.
And dad,
Even though we're not so close.
I would understand if you don't even know my likes and dislikes.
You're sick and all.
Yeah.
But, when I fainted for the first time at NorthPoint.
All you can think bout is Scold me?
You don't even know my birthdate!
Well. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MY NAME.
Wtf is that all about?
MY DAMN FUCKING NAME IS ARYANI.
OR JUST YANI.
I would have shouted at you .
But I kept all my feelings bottled up.
No one in this damn family cares.
NO ONE.

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