We live in this topsy-turvy planet called Earth where unimaginable things can happen. Impossible things to possible things. From just weird to crazy. As you manage through obstacles in life, you'll realise that some things are just meant to be like that. Allah S.W.T know we can overcome it by giving us tests in life. So, I'm glad that I'm able to overcome these challenges Allah gave me. "Alhamdulilah". I'm beginning to have a messed up life which I can't emotionally handle. Its hard for me to live through it. But insyaallah, with Allah's help, I will be able to. I need someone to listen to me. Allah created two ears for a reason right? I need someone. I need someone to hug me when I'm down. Tell me its okay. I want to feel like a little kid when I cry. And I'll be able to know that that person is there for me. I wanna feel like that. Be like that. But I can't find the right person. It seems that I can't confide in anyone. I have trust issues with people fyi. God, sometimes, I wonder what would happen if I wasn't born. I'm sure life for my friends and family would be much easier. I guess. I'm feeling so down today. And my PMS is already over. -.- God, Damn it. And now, I know the reason why I felt 2010 is gonna be a bad year for me.

'Assalamualaikum.