We live in this topsy-turvy planet called Earth where unimaginable things can happen. Impossible things to possible things. From just weird to crazy. As you manage through obstacles in life, you'll realise that some things are just meant to be like that. Allah S.W.T know we can overcome it by giving us tests in life. So, I'm glad that I'm able to overcome these challenges Allah gave me. "Alhamdulilah". I'm beginning to have a messed up life which I can't emotionally handle. Its hard for me to live through it. But insyaallah, with Allah's help, I will be able to. I need someone to listen to me. Allah created two ears for a reason right? I need someone. I need someone to hug me when I'm down. Tell me its okay. I want to feel like a little kid when I cry. And I'll be able to know that that person is there for me. I wanna feel like that. Be like that. But I can't find the right person. It seems that I can't confide in anyone. I have trust issues with people fyi. God, sometimes, I wonder what would happen if I wasn't born. I'm sure life for my friends and family would be much easier. I guess. I'm feeling so down today. And my PMS is already over. -.- God, Damn it. And now, I know the reason why I felt 2010 is gonna be a bad year for me.

'Assalamualaikum.

A very awesome movie. The best I've ever seen. :D I feel like watching it again. I am. :D MAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. You guys should see this movie. Over a ten, I give a 100. :D Like seriously, best movie everrrrrr. Touching storyline, funny touches here and there. This movie would leave you breathless as the story climbs up to its climax. It'll leave you speechless. It'll leave you crying. It'll leave you smiling. But best of all, It'll leave you thinking of what's really happenning to this world.

I would love to say more things here, to express my personal thoughts and feelings. But I'm not in the mood now. I gotta go study. :D

All the best for the rest of your papers.

Sucha cute video, don't you think? Rock on Sparta and Loki! :D

Hey(:
So, Happy Valentine's Day and Happy Chinese New Year to everyone who's celebrating it. Its beautiful how the Chinese get to celebrate both V Day and CNY on the same day. Cause they get to celebrate it with their loved ones. [: Lucky people. I'm stuck at home. While some people out there are having fun with their friends or loved ones. Sighs. Its so bored here! I'm broke as it is, so, there's no point to go out right? So, any of you have your Valentine for today? I don't. I feel like my heart's being washed away or something. I wanna fade away from life. Just for a bit.





I'm loving Disney Channel today, cause they're showing a movie marathion starting from 5. And its all those classic movies we rarely get to see nowadays, like, Mulan! :D My favourite of them all. Will never get tired of the storyline. Its unthinkable how she get to stand up for her own rights. Brave of her. [: How I wish I could be her. Damn it. I just realised I'm super FAT. I'm eating tons of junk food. And not exercising a bit. I've been failing my 2.4km. And it sucks. 'Cause its embarrassing. My friends get to ace it, why can't I? I'm so freaking fat. GAH. Its so freaking embarrassing, cause I'm always the last few people. ]: And I got freaking 21st for Cross Country. Or was it 22nd?

People may think that its not a big deal to fail your 2.4km. But it is. I see all the dancers having strong qualities. Between a scale of one to ten, I'm like -10! I feel so ashamed of myself. Everytime I dance, I feel like people are swallowing their laughters, just for the sake of not hurting me. I really feel that waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. D: Someone, help me. I need someone. Someone. I suck.

'Assalamualaikum.

I'm so mentally and physicallly tired. Gosh. I throwed tantrums all along cause I just had to. I felt like I should. I feel much much better after just lying down. Had Madrasah yesterday cause there's none this Sunday due to CNY. So, yeah. Had another day to take over the Sunday class. Friday's class awesome. There's only a few people. Like really a few people. But then, I love Sunday's class. HAHA. Had a surprise on Friday. Met my primary school friend! :D Haha, he's cute now. Way irritating in primary school though. He's sweet now.

After madrasah, they said that there's Umrah. I wanted to go, but, I was super tired! So was Nadiah. So, in the end, I didn't go. Shamil begged like hell. Sorry Shamil! Will promise to go to the next Umrah though. :D Haha. Till now.

'Assalamualaikum.

HELLO. :DDDDDD



This is sucha cute video my HOTSTUFF sister found. :D
Cute right? :DDDDDDDDDDD
But kinda annoying at times. XD
WHAZZUP! :DDDD



Another video she found. :D
Omg larh, I wanna dance like them.
:DDDD
But, surely, no hope. :D
Sorry about the quality though.
And sorry for not updating too often. {:

'Assalamualaikum.

Hello. (:
Its been a freaking long time since I blogged. Been pretty busy these few days. I can't wait for next Friday though. OMG. :D I get to help Huat Kit in the dedications for Valentine's Day! :D Damn excited. Ohh well. I guess I just need to wait for it.
I wanna type something else, but I forgot. D:

Ohh yeah!
I hope Siti sees this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI NURHARIANTI!
Its today right? If not, thennn, paisehhhh.
D: